tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51333842011-04-21T23:47:24.543+01:00Masamune Rantings From The One-Winged AngelMy name is Tristan. These are hearty portions of my life. Care for a taste?The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comBlogger1101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1154176618485378972006-07-29T13:12:00.000+01:002006-07-29T13:36:58.526+01:00Been quite a strange day for me. Taking care of my sick cousin Agatha has been my big priority nowadays because her nanny quit. Now she has no nanny to take care of her. Priscilla can't take care of her, even their own father is busy to take care of her. So who's left to take care of the little girl? Me.I just realized that it's hard to take care of children especially when they're sick. I don't The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1153298861876795352006-07-19T09:31:00.000+01:002006-07-19T09:49:10.786+01:00Mornings, ever since Sunday, have been very slow. Things have become routine around here: I wake up, I eat, I write, I communicate with Paul and auntie regarding the clients, I write more, I formulate new ideas, I design new templates and graphics, I spend afternoon tea with my uncle, I fetch my youngest cousin from her school, I take her to ballet, I wait for her, then we go home and I write The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152859558488672432006-07-14T07:33:00.000+01:002006-07-14T07:45:58.496+01:00I feel so bangag today. I know I lack sleep, must be jetlag. But damn, this jetlag's been around for so long, I'm surprised hindi pa nawawala.I heard from Paul that it's been raining too much back home. Hah. Floods and landslides, here we come. I'm not rejoicing, I'm being sarcastic, in case you're wondering.I'm up quite early again today, around 4am. I ate some noodles, tried out some of the teaThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152685960720815462006-07-12T07:23:00.000+01:002006-07-12T07:32:40.736+01:00From Rina's blog1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.How are you feeling today?James Blunt-BeautifulWill you get far in life?Spongecola-JillianHow do your friends see you?Silverchair-Israel's SonWill you get married?Side A-Will I The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152611085287774332006-07-11T10:41:00.000+01:002006-07-11T10:44:45.286+01:00A happy ending, you might sayWill never cease to your dismayAs everything will die todayFrom what you know to what you see.And you will never ever findAnd realize what's on your mindWhen all you do is pay the priceFor everyone to believe the lieAnd everybody who knew the truthWill tug deeply through the rootsOf your existence.Pay a sixpenceTo the ferrymanTo take you to the other side,In hell The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152610893798454352006-07-11T10:12:00.000+01:002006-07-11T10:41:33.843+01:00Having an online conference with Paul and discussing stuff with a client through webcam can be difficult. I still prefer talking to clients face-to-face, however, that client is in Singapore while Paul is in the Philippines. The conversation is still on-going right now but the client and Paul are busily talking about changes and revisions on the writeup and the presscon that they have been The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152512075962286962006-07-10T07:07:00.000+01:002006-07-10T07:14:35.963+01:00Finally. New layout.It's early in the morning and I'm already awake. There has been some changes in my schedule, my auntie told me to just stay home and type away the writeups and email them to Paul after I've finished. Finally, Paul decided to help. He must have nothing else to do. Now I have to just sit back and relax and write and write and write. No. Type and type and type.Hello soggy butt...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152452886729925492006-07-09T14:40:00.000+01:002006-07-09T14:48:06.730+01:00Putangena!!!Now even the nanny knows. Crazy cousins couldn't keep their mouths shut. My youngest cousin here is a girl, her name is Agatha. She's only 7, and when her older brother Timothy screamed out moments ago "Hey, Tristan's masturbating!!!" her first impulse was to ask "what's masturbating?"The older sister, Priscilla, who is my age, just laughed.I can still hear them laughing.No use The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152452119429527812006-07-09T14:32:00.000+01:002006-07-09T14:35:19.440+01:00Tang inang blogger ang bagal bagal magload naka-dsl na nga punyeta.I had this weird itch on my crotch this morning that I ended up scratching them when I couldn't take it anymore... and then my cousin opened the door and saw me. He thought I was masturbating goddammit. And he laughed and ran off, announcing it to his older brother and to his younger sister.Shame.The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152369378361995632006-07-08T15:23:00.000+01:002006-07-08T15:36:18.373+01:00Darn this layout. It doesn't display the time when I post entries. When I make a lot of entries for one day in separate intervals, it will seem like it has been posted as one entry with this layout.I'd better start looking for a new one or just try to make one myself with this crappy schedule that I have for the next couple of weeks, with only the late evenings off, and then wake up on early The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152281119935834442006-07-07T14:54:00.000+01:002006-07-07T15:05:21.270+01:00This is my 100th post.Muahah.I bummed around for the whole day until it was time for my uncle's afternoon tea. It's so traditional but he likes to stick with the tradition because he's so fond of the olden days. He said that the reason he likes it here in London is because of the culture and their history. He is specifically fond of the royalty. I'll bet if he has his past life read, he must've The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152177003686246672006-07-06T09:58:00.000+01:002006-07-06T10:10:03.696+01:007 Things You May Not Have Known About Me1. I sometimes sleep naked when I'm too lazy to put on my pajamas.2. I mix Pepsi with Mirinda when I get the chance to do so at home and drink it.3. I enjoy listening to Kelly Clarkson and Ashlee Simpson; I have their songs on my Ipod and I even groove to their tunes.4. I was the shortest among my cousins when I was a little boy; now I'm the tallest (6'3.5"The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152173645206669912006-07-06T09:09:00.000+01:002006-07-06T09:14:05.216+01:00For the first time, I drove a car with the wheel on the right side instead of the left.Such a nice experience. European streets are better than Filipino streets.The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1152003602115117002006-07-04T09:42:00.000+01:002006-07-04T10:00:02.126+01:00New layout. I got tired of the old one. I asked my friend to make me one, I tried to make one, but I suck with CSS and Java. I don't want ordinary html. And I'm too lazy to study now because I have other things to do like write press releases and send them over to my auntie in the Philippines. Working as her correspondent abroad isn't such a piece of cake. It's harder.And I wonder when I can The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1149667093291626742006-06-07T08:43:00.000+01:002006-06-07T08:58:13.303+01:00Okay this is weird. I was sleeping and then I hear my cellular phone's message alert tone. When I read the message, it came from a friend of mine. His message was "Help. She's here and I don't know what to do!"I was sleepy and couldn't think straight so I was wondering who he was talking about. I tried to call him up, but he would constantly reject the calls. On my 5th attempt to call him, I The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1149345279900260582006-06-03T15:14:00.000+01:002006-06-03T15:34:39.920+01:00I met this really great girl. Around May (or was it April?) STRIKE! I can't really remember. I'm quite dizzy right now. I just miss her right now =(She lives in the UK, but she took a vacation in the Philippines to visit some family member and that's how I met her in a bar in Greenbelt Makati during one of the gang's get-together. When I saw her I was instantly attracted to her. She looked like The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1144653161235080462006-04-10T08:01:00.000+01:002006-04-10T08:12:41.246+01:00I was in one of my angry moments again last night because I almost hit a post on my way home because I swerved, trying to avoid a horny couple frolicking in the streets late at night. My cousin Paul was with me; he was asleep. I was driving. We just came from Eastwood. It was around 1:30 am.My cousin Christine (Paul's sister) was wide-awake in the backseat. It's probably the coffee she drank so The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1143289118293368702006-03-25T12:06:00.000Z2006-03-25T12:18:39.140ZSince my bathroom has been fumigated by the maids earlier this afternoon and I badly needed a bath because I just came from jogging, I decided to bathe in my cousin Christine's bathroom. I tried to ask my cousin Paul if I could borrow some of his shampoo and maybe his soap, but he retaliated with the soap.So I was stuck with Christine's shower gel that smells so girly. Then I saw something that The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1142400530887610902006-03-15T05:15:00.000Z2006-03-15T05:28:50.906ZPeople, ever since the week began, have been very cranky, irrational and stubborn. I feel like I'm surrounded by losers sometimes, but I live with it. This is the real world, Tristan, I would tell myself.It's hard to master perfection if perfection cannot even master you. Okay, did that make any sense...Never you mind, I guess I'm just being closed-minded again, just like what Paul tells me The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1141969174322771612006-03-10T05:30:00.000Z2006-03-10T05:39:34.333ZWednesday evening, before our gig, 5 groupies approached us and one of them literally flirted with me and Paul.I. hate. groupies.Call me mean but yeah I hate groupies.I know that as a band member, I should be nice to everyone. Even Rufus tells me that because it's good for business according to him. Yeah bullshit I'm not nice.Sometimes I'm bothered when girls flirt with me. I don't know how else The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1133853347939492862005-12-06T07:01:00.000Z2005-12-06T07:15:47.950ZIs it December already or I've been living under a rock for too long?Maybe I have just been so busy with myself, with my career and with my friends to ever notice that grandma has been hanging Christmas ornaments around the house, the motif for Starbucks' menu has changed, and that I already have the planner for 2006... not to mention the Christmas songs playing everywhere.The most horrible The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1129729987107513252005-10-19T15:31:00.000+01:002005-10-19T14:53:07.116+01:00Problems regarding the girl I love the most. I guess I have loved her ever since the first time I met her, but then I was in denial because I was afraid to hurt her. However, I tried once before, around two years ago if she felt the same for me, but she did not, I guess... because we ended up becoming friends. Best friends at the most. She supported me all the way even if we had little fights The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1125903136963958962005-09-05T08:55:00.000+01:002005-09-05T07:52:16.966+01:00I don't know what happened... but it's like it just happened along the way... and I have let go of Jillian. It's like I suddenly lost interest in her because of this other girl I've been pining for...for a very long time already. It felt like a huge smack on the face and on the heart.The strange thing was, when I let go of Jillian and told her about it, I didn't seem to care about what she would The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1121847221107787532005-07-20T10:15:00.000+01:002005-07-20T09:13:41.113+01:00Sira dapat ang tiyan ko.Scenario kaninang morning:Me: (gets a box of brownies resting on the kitchen counter) Wow, brownies! (gets one and eats).Until halos maubos ko lahat.Along comes my grandmother to tell me "Ba't mo kinakain yan! Patapon na yan!"I stared at her. I asked her why she would throw such great-tasting brownies. And then what she answered drained the blood off my face: "Inaamag na The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1121339731618077192005-07-14T13:30:00.000+01:002005-07-14T12:15:31.623+01:00Hay buhay...Heto nanaman at rainy season na.I despise rainy season here in the Philippines because it's not even cool. It's still humid. When the clouds are grey, I anticipate heavy rains and when they pour down as a cause of precipitation, they cool the warm ground... thus releasing more humid air from the ground. So when you walk in the rain, it's still humid out there.I was walking the 2 The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1120384941921624792005-07-03T12:01:00.000+01:002005-07-03T11:02:22.310+01:00Never ever play the guitar when you just washed your hands... and when you don't have a pick. This is what happened:Paul: Tristan, can you do the riff?Me: *does the riff on the bass*Darius: *enters from the bathroom* Okay I'm back. Did I miss something?Rufus: No you didn't. Could you do the intro?Darius: Sure.Zack: Where's your pick?Darius: I think I left it in the bathroom.. .never mind, I'll The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1120310280794336142005-07-02T15:17:00.000+01:002005-07-02T14:18:00.800+01:00This is the most boring Saturday I've ever had for this year. Aside from the fact that I was the house-sitter today, I almost had nothing to eat because my grandmother gave the maids their off and I had to cook food for myself for breakfast and lunch....And even dinner.Imagine waking up at 7 only to find that everybody in your house is gone! And there was a note by your door saying "Tristan. Had The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1120107940979214882005-06-30T07:05:00.000+01:002005-06-30T06:05:40.983+01:00Hat hair.Do you like having hat hair?I don't.It makes my head look square. So when I get hat hair, I don't remove my hat anymore. However, when you're in a dinner, you are supposed to remove your hat when dining with people. Especially if it's formal.Like last night.I wonder what really gave me an idea to wear a baseball cap yesterday for the whole morning and afternoon at the mall with Paul. So The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1118212889367578922005-06-08T07:33:00.000+01:002005-06-08T07:41:29.373+01:00Lament of a Love Lost, Found, but Can Never Ever Be...Why am I even bothering to think about the past.It's like Pandora's box that should have been left unopened... but I still opened it. And it's the terror of knowing that you still have the possibility to think of the what-might-have-been between yourself and another individual whom you had thought you have forgotten already but she's still The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1118129419986088472005-06-07T08:48:00.000+01:002005-06-07T08:30:19.993+01:00Matapos magkabulutong nang ilang linggo at nakulong sa loob ng bahay dahil sabi ni lola'y bawal lumabas hangga't hindi natutuyo ang mga sugat ng bulutong.....Heto na ako muli at magku-kwento ng mga kabulastugang nangyari noong mga nakaraang buwan simula nang huli kong pagkukwento dito.Noong nakaraan tag-init, ang mga pinag-gagagawa lang namin ng pamilya't mga kaibigan ay magpunta sa tabing-dagat.The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1108362240214346512005-02-14T07:05:00.000Z2005-02-14T06:24:00.216ZValentine's Day Blues...I guess I just got used to having someone with me during Valentine's Day, and then today felt so lonely. It all started last friday when I took out Jillian again for a date. She didn't look happy; she looked so glum and uncomfortable. And then I just thought to myself, why force her?I don't know how she feels and I don't want to end up looking like an idiot again so I justThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1107612978922660002005-02-05T15:33:00.000Z2005-02-05T14:16:18.926ZI feel depressed all of a sudden when cousin Paul called up this afternoon and said that he wants to go home here already. He misses his mother and his sister. I asked him if he misses me like it's a joke, although I meant it. He just laughed at it.
And then we were both silent.
The more I felt depressed and ended up with mixed emotions tonight when I found out that I liked this girl but then I The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1106199766392868272005-01-20T06:26:00.000Z2005-01-20T05:42:46.393ZToday, I realized that it's lonely without cousin Paul.
He's been in Germany for more than a week already, and I guess I just got used to having so much of him around here; someone whom I can share my thoughts with, even though there are a lot of misunderstandings between the two of us too.
But what the heck.
The guy misses me too! I was glad to hear from him yesterday afternoon when he called The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1106198515844577552005-01-20T06:16:00.000Z2005-01-20T05:21:55.843ZHahahahaha.
I'm bored.
The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1103378715348783072004-12-18T13:20:00.000Z2004-12-18T14:05:15.346ZI've been reading and painting last night and did not notice that it was already 2 in the morning until my cousin Christine started knocking on the door and called out, "Tristan gising ka pa?!"
I was startled, I ended up creating a stroke with the brush... forming a slightly diagonal line... across the canvas. Naging abstract tuloy yung oil painting ko instead of turning into a seascape. Pero The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1103293010274311682004-12-17T15:16:00.000Z2004-12-17T14:16:50.273ZFuschta...
It's been a long time since I posted here. I got inspiration to post here again when I got more information regarding Advent Children and Before Crisis... so I told my girl bud Rina to make me a blogskin with Sephiroth on it...
I told her either use the image from AC or BC. She used BC... and then AC. I'm so impressed at her!
What I've been up to...
1. Posting in my livejournal. I The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1098169149223714552004-10-19T09:00:00.000+01:002004-10-19T07:59:09.223+01:00So long....
So very long...
And I'm tired of hearing you
I'm so tired to touching you...
And you don't even feel me.
So bad...
So very bad...
And you're tired of hearing me
You're so tired of touching me
Coz you don't even love me.
Suddenly I'm in the mood to do the following things again:
1. Play the Sims and create a new family called "The Valentines" as inspired by my best girl bud
2. Blog The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1094286472307030192004-09-04T10:27:00.000+01:002004-09-04T09:27:52.306+01:00Hahahaha!!!
At long last! I'm able to post here again!
Everyday of my life, here are my frequent activities:
1. Studying again (I'm learning animation...)
2. Going to my auntie's office in Manila and helping her with the news article-writing for her PR.
3. Fetching my cousin Christine from school and taking her back home
4. Walking the dog (this is supposed to be Paul's activity but since he's atThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1084780193669408952004-05-17T08:19:00.000+01:002004-05-17T08:49:53.670+01:00Just came back from a damn wedding that nobody even informed me about until it was only the last few minutes before I ended up falling asleep last night.
It's Jessy and Daniel's wedding... a.k.a. Scarlet and Reeve from our group.
After a year or so of being boyfriend-girlfriend, they already tied the knot.
So we've already known about the wedding of those two, but no exact date was given, so we The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1083658588379868002004-05-04T09:16:00.000+01:002004-05-04T09:28:40.530+01:00ARGH!
Wasn't able to post here for the whole month of april...
Too busy looking for a job. Found one in Germany... so I'll probably be going there to see if I'm still qualified.
Paul's also looking for a job and his mom wants to employ him in her public relations company (that has branches here and abroad), but he does not really seem to be interested... until he realized that Rina's into PR tooThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1080467829184446132004-03-28T10:57:00.000+01:002004-03-28T11:00:36.326+01:00GRADUATE NA KOH!!!!!
*calms down*
aND I neeD a VaCaTion.The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1079430672262692292004-03-16T09:51:00.000Z2004-03-16T09:54:24.450ZGALIT AKOH!!!!!
*growls and swings Masamune in wild directions*
Turns out that Sidney just used ME! To get close to... my cousin Paul. It's so disgusting! How could she do that to me?! I hate her! No... I DESPISE her! Putragis siya! Punyeta siya!
I just found it out the last time I chatted with my friends in YM. I used a different ID and Rina also used another ID so the minor members did not The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1079258108648992112004-03-14T09:55:00.000Z2004-03-14T09:58:17.356ZSo I broke up with Sidney because she's such a backstabber... targeting my family members and even my friends.
It's ridiculous... everything went by so fast like the wind just swept me away from reality for a while and then I'm right back where I started... but I felt alright. It's like it's no big deal.
Well, following Rina's advice, "Tawanan mo lang ang iyong mga problema and everything will beThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1077705787797801332004-02-25T10:43:00.000Z2004-02-25T10:45:53.090ZUgh.......
What should be a good day for me turned out to be a bad day... I think my best girl bud hates my girlfriend. I just tried not to show it to her that I somewhat felt hurt... but my girlfriend also hates my girl bud. And to think that before they used to be in good terms. I think it started when one of my classmates mistook my girl bud to be my girlfriend and didn't give any attention toThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1076754802795126042004-02-14T10:33:00.000Z2004-02-14T10:35:53.513ZHappy Valentine's Day to everyone........ *glum face*
*smiles again*
I can't believe what had just happened to me... remember this girl whom I was telling you about? Sidney?
I sent everyone an "advanced happy valentine" greeting that was forwarded to me by my own cousin Paul, and she's one of those people whom I had sent the message to. To my surprise, she replied, "Happy valentines too, The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1075906146196977712004-02-04T14:49:00.000Z2004-02-04T14:51:23.810ZMWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I can't believe this.......
Paul's supposed to leave for Germany after graduation because his dad's here to fetch him... forcefully fetch him.
Then everything's turning around already because Paul eventually fought back. You see, his dad hates the fact that Paul wants to stay here in the Philippines because of a girl whom his dad (my uncle) thinks is from the slums. The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1074163160206582012004-01-15T10:39:00.000Z2004-01-15T10:41:11.153ZMWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Samantha looked like a disaster this morning when I saw her... she had her goddamn shampoo commercial locks cut, and now she has shoulder-length hair. I think it took her three years to grow it before until it reached her waist. Damn that woman. That whore's gotta fuck-up her own fucking self and someone's gotta help her do it so that she'll learn her goddamn lessons.
And The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1073989251238087642004-01-13T10:20:00.000Z2004-01-13T10:22:39.780ZI feel so miserable... had my hair cut... because gum got stuck on the hair... and I'm blaming Samantha for it.
I saw her on the second floor of a building, she was looking at me and Paul. Glaring angrily at us. Then I think she's chewing something.
Paul didn't know that Samantha was watching us so we ended up passing underneath the second floor where she was, and when we passed by, I think she The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1073558784875250042004-01-08T10:46:00.000Z2004-01-08T11:10:27.890ZThis is beginning to suck. After christmas vacation, the first person recognizable when I went to school was the beast friend. *runs away*
Elena sent this to me... like what Rina did, I think I'd post it here too...
instructions: wag mangdaya... yung pinaka unang lumabas, yung ang i-type moh!
WHAT COMES FIRST INTO YOUR MIND WHEN YOU THINK OF...?
instructions: wag mangdaya... yung pinaka unang The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1072258516844662452003-12-24T09:35:00.000Z2003-12-24T09:36:38.780ZGeh... I can smell the roast turkey for tonight..... Noche Buena. *dreams about the turkey*
Anyway, last monday, I was in Tifa's house. My cousin Paul also came with me, and Rufus was also there. We spent the whole afternoon playing Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy 7... and Devil May Cry. Heheh. Unfortunately, something nasty happened to me because Tifa had to serve mexican food for lunch... The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1071140949823165372003-12-11T11:09:00.000Z2003-12-11T11:10:15.106ZTagal ko na din palang di nagpost dito...
Why?
I was...
writing in my own journal. -.- Okay, so I write in this notebook...
Why? You think I'm playing Ragnarok that's why I'm not posting here? >:-)
Anyway, updating you guys on what's happening in my life (for those who doesn't know anything), I'm one hell of a dork! What happened recently has changed the way I act around people... probably Karma The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1067738670152564402003-11-02T02:04:00.000Z2003-11-02T02:04:42.826ZFoooooo'! *Barret mode*
*switches back to Sephiroth mode*
Okay so what happened yesterday was... i dunno if I'll label it "awesome" or not... awesome in the sense that it causes too much awe. It's like I got stoned or something. Anyhow, it all started when we visited my dead sisters' graves in the cemetery. I was with my folks, my grandmother, my cousin Paul and our almost-our-age Aunt Mildred The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1067312049237628302003-10-28T03:34:00.000Z2003-10-28T03:34:15.153ZTang ina! Tagal ko palang di nagpost dito... August 27 pa yung last..... Oh well, here goes.....
I'm on a semestral break right now; spending too much time here at home because I can't force my cousin to go to Rockwell and hang-out with Rufus and the other guys.
So much has happened............. family, school, friends...
Family: My mom and dad are finally back together! I'm so happy for my The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1061965383682968722003-08-27T07:23:00.000+01:002003-08-27T07:23:03.666+01:00I'm so sick of this.......... my mother and father wouldn't talk to me, I don't know why. So I was stuck talking to my Uncle (Rufus-5's dad) over the phone.
I guess I really miss my parents because they haven't been contacting me.
Uncle Mel told me that they're still talking things over. I was kinda imagining what they're doing there already... I hope things turn out well for my mom and dad.
I The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1060852680368529762003-08-14T10:18:00.000+01:002003-08-14T10:22:38.403+01:00I was talking to Rufus-5 and Cloud this morning at the cafeteria and then... tandandandan... there came Samantha the bruha. Talagang panira ng morning. She completely ignored Cloud and I and just started talking to Rufus-5. To our horror, dumating pa si Tifa and Rinoa, so the Samantha woman started to sneer at the two and paglapit ng dalawa, she said, "oh, so the two traitors are also here, huh?"The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1060579077724988842003-08-11T06:17:00.000+01:002003-08-11T06:17:57.686+01:00Last Saturday, we were supposed to be with Samara in The Podium to celebrate her birthday, Rufus's birthday and also Rufus-5's birthday... they're all born on the same date: August 15. But anyway, the girl's unable to make it coz she caught the flu and couldn't even speak properly to us because of her fever. So..... I just went there with Valentine, Rufus, Tifa and Rufus-5. Upon arriving there, The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1059741478106214982003-08-01T13:37:00.000+01:002003-08-01T13:37:58.203+01:00Hard day.
Rain poured down on me.
Rufus and the others did not come to the meeting place coz of overtime, so I just went back to school to fetch Rufus-5. Samz was there. Talked to her with Rufus-5 and Tifa around inside the car... cried and sobbed to death even if it overwhelmed them. They've never seen me cry before... just heard me, maybe... so I guess they were shocked, especially Samz.
At The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1059032468389211932003-07-24T08:41:00.000+01:002003-07-24T08:41:08.540+01:00Yesterday, I was going to verify something with Samara but when I called her up on her mobile phone, she was laughing. She kept on laughing that I couldn't understand anymore..... so I just told her my agenda ASAP about the meeting and she was the one who ended the call. I wonder what happened..... -.- But anyway, also yesterday, after school at around 3:00pm, I went straight to St. Paul to pick The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1058611174562952682003-07-19T11:39:00.000+01:002003-07-19T11:39:34.520+01:00Ugh. It's just like you're having a bad start in the day, and then when you open the door of your bedroom, you hear bullets firing and so to avoid it, you close the door. But when you think that everything is already peaceful, you go to your closet and open it and everything falls on you. I mean, I am not perfect by nature, no one is perfect, I believe in that. I know that I'm a very big asshole The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1058525929200207702003-07-18T11:58:00.000+01:002003-07-18T11:58:48.976+01:00Hay naku... malas ko talaga..... first I've been mean to this girl na mas malala pa sa leon kung magalit... tapos yung isang girl pinagsabihan na 'ko and ngayon di na niya ako pinapansin. fortunately kanina kinausap na niya ako. ;_;
demoted na nga ako, frustrated pa..... damn..... i hate myself...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1057826496860617892003-07-10T09:41:00.000+01:002003-07-10T09:41:36.733+01:00Sana si Vincent Valentine na lang yung daddy ni Sephiroth... hmmm... what if I make a fic about it to relax my nerves. Sabi kasi ni Samara maganda daw yung nagsusulat ng kahit ano para marelieve from stress... I'll follow her advice. =)The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1057826445276107812003-07-10T09:40:00.000+01:002003-07-10T09:40:45.146+01:00This probably isn't such a great time to post here coz I could hear ramblings from inside my head, but I want to pour it all out here.
First of all, there are too many deadlines to beat and I'm already about to lose my mind because of the stress that I'm suppressing from my family. I don't know what it is with Filipinos being so family-centered at several instances. I thought I was already The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1057561866905198582003-07-07T08:11:00.000+01:002003-07-07T08:11:06.900+01:00There are 2 new members in AVALANCHE: Rufus-5 and Lina Inverse. Rufus-5 was actually a classmate of mine during freshman P.E. (we both took table tennis) -.-..... Lina Inverse, I don't know who she is. She's Tifa's recruit. Probably her classmate from before or now... Rufus-5's real name is Paul Monteverde... okay, okay, okay, so we're related *asawa niya ako... biro lang!* Ahahahaha. No, The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1057561214350100822003-07-07T08:00:00.000+01:002003-07-07T08:00:14.336+01:00Okay, so the black rose has bloomed... but she has many thorns. I got pricked again... ouch... ='(The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1056967888729272332003-06-30T11:11:00.000+01:002003-06-30T11:11:28.710+01:00It's hard to suppress emotions... especially if you want to cry. I'm always doing that because society had depicted that men aren't supposed to cry... but I can't take it anymore. I feel so afraid like I'm hiding or something...
I may be hard and uncaring and insensitive but I admit, it's just my defense against the harmful world... because I know how cruel it is.
I have friends who have the The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-1056967625834583192003-06-30T11:07:00.000+01:002003-06-30T11:07:05.813+01:00Ganda ng mundo. Uuwi ka ng bahay ninyo tapos meron kang makikitang hindi kanais-nais. Bakit kasi kailangan pa magkaroon ng mga walang-kwentang kapamilya? Gusto mong malaman ang istorya? Ganito kasi iyon...
Noong nakaraang buwan, merong isang babaeng nakakainis at ang ginawa niya ay nagpabuntis para pansinin ng magulang niyang sinasabi niyang "walang pakialam sa kanya". Ngayong siya ay The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-959375422003-06-23T07:47:00.000+01:002003-06-23T07:47:21.280+01:00I'll just call Rufus and Samara later on their mobile phones. =)The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-959374842003-06-23T07:43:00.000+01:002003-06-23T07:43:49.810+01:00You know that "kangkong kangkong" thing with pineapples? The chanting of "kangkong kangkong" got stuck in my head so during class this morning, I was really beginning to go insane. I heard from Tifa and Rinoa that during the orsem, they spoofed the commercial and someone threw a can at the head of the "kid" chanting that kangkong stuff.
I was also wondering why Auron had to buy a clearbook so The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-957080562003-06-16T08:02:00.000+01:002003-06-16T08:02:08.363+01:00I changed the title of my blog coz it got boring...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-957080252003-06-16T08:00:00.000+01:002003-06-16T08:00:06.503+01:00I just got back from my classes... it's so dull to be back in school... seeing more of Reno and Cloud the whole time I was there from 7:30 up to the time I got home. Auron-5 was late during our first class because he got stuck in traffic. Hahaha! Too bad for him. It's so unfair though; it's just the first day of classes, but one of our professors already gave us a stupid assignment... we have to The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-953135772003-06-05T04:33:00.000+01:002003-06-05T04:33:11.953+01:00Finally gave those sanctioned members a piece of my mind..... Man, and yung isa di na nahiya... I don't understand why that girl flirts with me all the time.....The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-953132162003-06-05T04:22:00.000+01:002003-06-05T04:22:43.893+01:00BASTOS! Mga MMS phones na yan..... >:'( *cries in too much shame*. You know what my so-called friends did to me yesterday? Fine, I don't lock bathroom doors whenever I'm inside, but does Cloud, Reno & Rufus have to barge in while I'm sittin' on the toilet bowl doin' my friggin' little business and lo and behold, Rufus's Nokia 7650..... *click*. Then Cloud's holding a digicam...
They're still The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-951480792003-06-01T10:37:00.000+01:002003-06-01T10:37:39.170+01:00Okay... so two days ago, I was in Rufus's house chillin' with him, Tifa and Lulu... then we got the chance to play FFX-2 but it's in original Japanese... luckily Rufus can translate everything to us like he's just speaking his regular native tongue (Spanish)... hard to believe huh? But anyway, it just disappointed me... you know the Lulu+Wakka thing in there? It just sucked... yeah, it made our The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-948229282003-05-24T11:19:00.000+01:002003-05-24T11:19:07.366+01:00I'm surprised..... I was looking at my annual from when I was an elementary student in Germany... and I just remembered that I had a classmate named Auron..... *_* *snickers*The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-948227902003-05-24T11:10:00.000+01:002003-05-24T11:10:07.366+01:00My hands are killing me..... first, I tried to play my guitar this morning but when I was tuning it, the thinest of the strings snapped! It hit my right hand!!!!! @o@ Now I have this red slash on my right hand.... ;_; I can't hold a masamune properly *mwahahahahahahahahaha*....... and then, feeling frustrated on the the nasty guitar, I found myself playing the piano and realized that my right The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-940873512003-05-10T04:14:00.000+01:002003-05-10T04:14:08.756+01:00I'm so sexy, sexy sexy... I need yer luv, I need no 'esitesyon... mwahahahaahha! >XDThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-940869742003-05-10T04:03:00.000+01:002003-05-10T04:03:38.510+01:00I'm not sure if this would be my last entry for this summer because I'll be sinking myself in our house in Paranaque... Just a vacation... then on Monday, it's gonna be dancing lessons with Fuujin and the rest of the party... for Tifa's debut on the 21st. Since Samara isn't coming, Vinny's partner would be the new Lucrecia of our group, since the old one got demoted and got demoted again for The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-940417272003-05-09T09:55:00.000+01:002003-05-09T09:55:45.390+01:00I thought that Vincent Valentine would turn into CHAOS in front of me for discovering that I've managed to "snag" Samara... -.-' Yesterday we had another talk in Starbucks... and yeah, I know Vinny is upset but... ugh. It made me feel guilty, I don't know why, okay? Fine, never mind about Samara...
What's with Samara and Vincent anyway? They're making me feel guilty like I'm such a big loser?!? #The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-936398132003-05-02T08:15:00.000+01:002003-05-02T08:15:58.356+01:00Alam niyo ba... kakauwi ko lang... tapos on the nasty trip home, nakatulog si Vincent Valentine sa kotse... kamalas-malasan ko, ako pa yung katabi niya... so ang bigat niya! Why? Coz his nasty head drooped onto my right shoulder and so Reeve, Cloud, Squall and Reno ended up snickering because I turned red and nanigas pa 'ko... ;_; Langhyang buhay 'to... buti wala dun si Samara kundi baka kinilig The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-933837902003-04-28T07:15:00.000+01:002003-04-28T07:15:46.116+01:00You might be wondering what the hell am I doing blogging while I'm supposed to be in the beach. I am in the beach... but I'm in my cabin where there's a phone... so I can connect. I have my notebook computer here, because I can't stand a day without writing... and I don't care if the others are out there basking in the sun and Cloud's sleeping on the couch next to my bed... I'll go swim later at The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-931767142003-04-24T14:50:00.000+01:002003-04-24T14:50:45.093+01:00I miss you...
I miss you
I want you
I want you
I crave for you
I crave for you
I love you
I love you
When can I see you again??????????
When can I talk to you again
Without arguments
Without hurting each other...
I miss you,
I love you...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-931758102003-04-24T14:33:00.000+01:002003-04-24T14:33:03.653+01:00Hoy, Samantha, ang panget mo! I hate your fucking face! Sino nagsabing kamukha mo si Tifa Lockheart? Hindi ah?!?! Meron bang Tifa na ganyan ka-flat ang boobs?! Wahahahahahahahahahahaha! @o@ You nerd!The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-931756752003-04-24T14:30:00.000+01:002003-04-24T14:30:25.130+01:00Once upon a time, there was a boy named Tristan Monteverde and he hated this girl named Samantha *surname not mentioned* because ang feeling-feeling niya! Diyan ka na sa boyfriend mong maton! Leche ka talaga! Sephiroth doesn't like flat-chested bitches like you. Mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! >;-D And besides, hindi ka naman maganda eh.....The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-931754552003-04-24T14:25:00.000+01:002003-04-24T14:25:43.713+01:00ouch... lesson learned today: never ever start arguments or hint arguments with samara especially if you're a boy..... she'll step on your ego and burn your heart until you can't stand up anymore....... ouch..... ='(The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-929714382003-04-21T08:29:00.000+01:002003-04-21T08:29:04.233+01:00tama na nga yang mga vinnyroth na yan, samara! ~.~The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-929714072003-04-21T08:27:00.000+01:002003-04-21T08:27:58.966+01:00I just finished scanning "I'm Falling For You"....... I died. Why did Mister Valentine have to send me those stuff?!?!? It's about CloudxAerith... nicely written but the drawing's fine... but it's hentai so I wouldn't necessarily recommend it to squeamish people...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-929713322003-04-21T08:25:00.000+01:002003-04-21T08:25:16.640+01:00No. I wasn't the one who flooded the site with TifaxRufus drawings... that's not even my style... and staring at it, it's not Samara either... Baka naman napulot lang yun kung sa'n san tapos pinost lang dun... quite disturbing... -.- Maybe it's a sign! Mwahahahahaha!
Besides, sobrang lala naman ng hentai na yun... can't draw that, you know? And knowing Samara, hanggang kiss lang yun... and The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-925178312003-04-13T06:34:00.000+01:002003-04-13T06:34:45.310+01:00I'm so sorry...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-925173792003-04-13T06:22:00.000+01:002003-04-13T06:22:50.686+01:00Hurt You So Bad
Now let me state it for the record i'm jaded
But when you looked at me i couldn't escape it
I really hate it when i'm out of control
but baby after the show my mind just wouldn't let go
Tell me was it an hallucination (hallucination)
That made me feel so alone (so alone)
And even though i had never met you before
Can't get you out of my head
Now i'm pouring out my heart for you
The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-922819522003-04-09T11:34:00.000+01:002003-04-09T11:34:42.903+01:00I forgot to add
Don Pedro----> Seifer Almasy =) Chow!The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-922817112003-04-09T11:25:00.000+01:002003-04-09T11:25:29.733+01:00Finally, I'm finished with our script. Still has no title... but as discussed by me & Daniel awhile ago, here's the cast:
Catalina Monteverde----> Samara ShinRa
Christopher Monteverde----> Reeve
Andrea Capundan----> Scarlet
Montreal Capundan----> Rufus ShinRa
Natasha----> Tifa Lockheart
Antonio----> Cloud Strife
Marco Antonio Palomino----> Sephiroth (akoh!)
Doña Maria----> Fuujin Kazeno
Don JulioThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-919677642003-04-04T08:06:00.000+01:002003-04-04T08:06:29.623+01:00I hold her, wanting to break her...
Knowing she's fragile like glass...
But she never shatters in my arms.
She remains stiff and just stares at me.
It is sickening, her evil smile.
She mocks me.
She denies me.
She hurts me...
But the more she hurts me,
The more I want her
To be with me...
Knowing she's fragile like glass...
I want to protect her.
I want to be her shield...
But I, too, am fragile The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-919066432003-04-03T12:02:00.000+01:002003-04-03T12:02:04.090+01:00...is anyone aware na marunong din akong umiyak?The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-919065432003-04-03T11:58:00.000+01:002003-04-03T11:58:22.530+01:00Broken wings again.
Help me up, my friend.
Let us fly
Into the night sky...
Forget everything...
The past...
The present...
It's only us now...
Never even knew how
We ended up this way...
But here's what I wanna say...
My broken wings shall heal
So will yours...
Let me touch them...
Even if mine doesn't heal,
I'll let yours heal...
Just give me a chance...
This One-winged Angel needs you
And he The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-919053942003-04-03T11:19:00.000+01:002003-04-03T11:19:31.810+01:00To Samara... I know this sounds stupid that I'm actually talking to you... but I just read your entry in your blog and it made my heart sink for you... but please, never ever lose hope... remember your story about Bridget del Vladimir & Christopher Eisenhower? You said something there about "believing the lie"... I actually saved your work when you asked me to proof-read it... here are a few The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-915449602003-03-28T13:48:00.000Z2003-03-28T13:48:35.060ZJessy, Rina & Jordan are currently chatting with me sa YIM. Rina mentioned that she's beginning to develop insomnia... she couldn't sleep last night. She only slept for 2 hours... Same here, can't sleep... *smirks* Maybe ako yung nag-iisip sa yo?! *sings* Oh... yeah yeah,,, do you even think of me and those nights when we're holding each other tight yeah yeah yeah, baby yeah... *stops singing andThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-915446682003-03-28T13:41:00.000Z2003-03-28T13:41:14.903ZBakit pati yung pinsan ni Rina nagsusulat na din ng Sephiroth/Vincent? *bawls and hugs the masamune and accidentally slashes his own neck* aaack! *bleeds*
*Vincent arrives* :hey! YOu're bleeding! C'mere, Sephy-bebeh. Lemme kiss is for you... *starts to suck the blood out of me*
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! XoX
*HOw come I can hear Tifa, Rina, Reese, Jessy & Catherine giggling*?!?!? >=CThe Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-915445172003-03-28T13:37:00.000Z2003-03-28T13:37:26.903ZBy the way, to Vincent... if you're reading this... I'm sorry, I can't be your best man either... why? You're not my best friend naman eh. So sorry... MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I agree with Samara... you ruined your lives... I can't believe ang tanga-tanga mo pala, Vincent...The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-915444432003-03-28T13:35:00.000Z2003-03-28T13:35:46.140ZI think I'm beginning to get used to my "Sephiroth" character in ShinRa... >:) *smiles proudly*... now to look for the Tifa of my life... The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5133384.post-915443552003-03-28T13:33:00.000Z2003-03-28T13:33:48.840ZAkala ko si Tifa... si Vincent pala yung hinahalikan ni Sephiroth... -.-' by the way, Jordan, thanks for the BED OF ROSES mp3 ha? *sarcastic smirk*The Creative Writernoreply@blogger.com